Just another day

..the lover was down abit...oh well I can't please everyone all the time..We go back to Canada on the 22nd for his check on his kidney (hehad a transplant in 2001) and all his other drs. appointments...Seems this is what I'm here for....I wonder when the bomb shell is going to drop? Valentines Day is coming..highly likely another forgotten day, like X-mas.....got to get my life in order!!! Wish I had a genie in a bottle as back up for whats to come...I wonder whats in store for me later in life if I don't get back on track? Oh well, what will be will be!!!!